/ Wednesday, July 30, 2003
Life is like digging ur nose
Its hard to dig if theres nothing to dig.
U will suffer if u dig too hard.
If u take things slow and have a calm mind.. it comes out easily , u feel good after that.
The nose hairs are like obstacle in life , pull them out and theres no point in living then...
lol... words from my mentor...
/now that you are gone.yazid <3
7/30/2003 03:53:00 AM
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/ Tuesday, July 29, 2003
"There is only one happiness in life, > Its been boring day yesterday.... Its been long time ever since i can control myself and
to love and be loved." >stayed at home the whole day. Haiz... i cant stop thinking of HER. Its already over n yet
> i still cant forget bout' it. Its so hard... god damn hard. 2nd time in my life tht its so hard to
The wicked sky is an oil painting >forget bout' a gal... not just like any other gal.. Well... Life isnt a Bitch if i quit bitching bout' it true huh ?
smeared and fading, >This point of period in my life.. The old memories haunts me... Some of them had started to contact me again out of
shielding the warmth of the dying sun >blue moon. Strange eh... In life theres ups n downs that i needa learnt and endure.. Life goes on BIATCH !
Petals of autumn leaves fall ahead of me >Gonna update this again later... ciaoz !
swinging me with the wind
yet, so cold and lonely
savagely creeping into my skin
forcing me to feel pain and the freezing snow
The leaves fall,
a breeze sweeps them into the air
and my heart goes with them
Are they destined to die
or will the cruel windstorm
break their fragile hands and feet?
If only you were here!
I see you
But you're like the sun...
I can't feel you.
Watching you die away
And slowly melt into the background.
You're the cruel wind
breaking not my hands and feet
but my heart along with the floating leaves.
I am alone again
with petals of broken hearts at my feet;
I walk away
stepping not on pieces of shattered dreams.
/now that you are gone.yazid <3
7/29/2003 02:44:00 PM
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/ Monday, July 28, 2003
Haiz... Today... go out at 4 pm... Met up wif tania... then she haf way disappear to out of nowhere. Had a fight today with some massive size guy... can label him as fatso. He whack my fren so badly tht i needed go over n help my fren. i took a skateboard n hit him on his head and punch him on his face... Got him a blue-black left eye. Haiz... violence doesnt solve anything but u haf to at emergency moments. The best weapon in the world is still WORDS !
Today suppose to chill out at esplanade alone but cassandra wanna join me... n at the same time.. ginnie too wanna company me.. Im so touched with this ppl who is there for me when i need companion but too bad... i felt lazy n went back home instead. ARGGHH !! WEDNESDAY ! My freaking INTERVIEW at CENTRO n MY PAY DAY ! WHAHWHAHHAHAHAHA ! but after minus here n there... i felt broke. =x
I'm holding nothing back, letting it all go
Saying what's on my mind 'cause it's time I let you know.
I remember the first time I saw you.
It was like a dream come true
But I was too shy to say what I wanted to.
As the years went on certain feelings grew
and during this time- you never knew.
You were unaware without a clue,
unaware of my feelings for you.
Now I've put all my fears and doubts aside
'cause these feelings I can no longer hide.
I wanted to tell you but I never tried.
I was afraid and didn't know how.
But as you can see I found a way now.
I just hope it works
'cause in my heart this feeling lurks
searching for a way, hoping some day
it can be revealed and its fate be sealed.
/now that you are gone.yazid <3
7/28/2003 02:00:00 AM
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/ Sunday, July 27, 2003
im gonna cancel my net soon ! so tht i can save $70... n use it to take my bike license... hopefully i will pass it asap n get myself a bike if got the chance.
3 x Cheers ! Hip hip hurray !
Gee... This mth is a tough mth for me... hopefully it turns out well n better nxt mth ! ;)
gonna go eat steamboat buffet later on... well not too sure.
Guess who drop by n sms me at 4 am in the morning... Daphne... WoOT ! Its been long time she didnt msg me n out of blue moon, msg me gdnite n ask about my well-being... Gee... u lose some n u earn some later. ;0)
Well... i've seen tht jean haf move on so fast ever since we broke off.. Hmm... still the same her...
yeah ! i haf quit my job at Hendrix ! now im not tht lifeless like last time... Now im so free... Many dates coming... haiz... cant wait till end of the mth n i will get my pay !although it kinda pathectic. Hopefully i can stay away from hendrix as far as i can. To avoid seeing Jean again. Its very irony tht she told me she wont come Hendrix nemore n stop clubbing... but shes like at Hendrix almost everyday ?
Well... Anyway... i wanna thanks to the babes out there who cheer me up... n happy belated bthday to cassandra... Haha no present but at least i get for u a cake... ;)
Planning to work at Centro now.... Coming wednesday my job interview... wish me luck guys.
Love is a word we take for granted,
Love is a word that is enchanted.
Love is here for the whole world to see,
Love is there for you and me.
Love is what keeps our hopes alive,
Love is what has brought you by my side.
Love can be used in many ways -
it can destroy everything man has built in just one day.
Love can be a seductive and cruel drug,
an aphrodisiac that everyone loves.
/now that you are gone.yazid <3
7/27/2003 05:20:00 AM
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/ Tuesday, July 22, 2003
WoO WeE ! morning all !
/now that you are gone.yazid <3
7/22/2003 03:33:00 PM
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One day you will love me as I loved you, one day you will think of me as i thought of you, one day you will cry for me as i cried for you, one day you will want me but i wont want you...
/now that you are gone.yazid <3
7/22/2003 04:22:00 AM
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/ Wednesday, July 09, 2003
To My BoO !
I have alot of things to say to u.... Im asking the break up not for tht stupid reason "oh.. i just wanna be single". It just tht i feel
"transparent" and neglected by you.
Firstly i dont mind HIM to stay at your place cos u're his host.
The problems are...
U used to like HIM.
Everyday spend time with him till i feel so neglected.
Even on my off day wanna ask u out also... very hard... cos why.. u hafta bring HIM along when we out together.
If u were in my shoes... will u get fed up ? If ur boyfriend dont feel jealous means he dont love u... n having a very understanding
boyfriend is not tht good either. 1 or 2 days straight u spend time with him i dont mind... but u don even freaking prioritize things.
If u really dont understand how i really feel... talk to Kitty/Mamie n she will tell u cos shes my listening ear.
yazid -
/now that you are gone.yazid <3
7/09/2003 01:32:00 PM
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