/ Friday, July 30, 2004
Alright... im now posted to Bukit Timah Fire station... happen to be in the same station as kai aka Toothpick. Its an ulu station though n creepy.On my third day of work i've already seen 1.. as usual tht white lady on the tree swinging its legs but i cant see its front view only from the back.I had my first fire call on my first da of work, was excited. haha.. thank god it wasnt a RTA ( road traffic accident ), it was reported " Smoke coming out from the back of the shop, black out, unknown source" Location : Shop n Save Bukit Batok. My section comdr, ask me to bring along the break-in tools, while i was busy putting on my jacket n legging. cos i was eating when suddenly theres a fire call.i havent drank water yet.. felt so thirsty man.. cos we got 60 secs to get out of the station n get moving to the scene.Its the procedure.. if we are late.. we get punish or xtra... n don ever miss a fire call.. its a MAJOR offence. So okay, reached at the scene, went to the locker n pick this device called the 'rabbit tool' run straight to the shop, thanks to the auntie uncles who 'kaypoh' there n tell us the direction. once reach i could only see the shop full of smoke.. its like a NTUC supermarket shopping spree.. everything was dark n smoky, went in with torchlight, companying my warrant officer, Encik rahim, the DART member, fierce guy, to look for the source ( location of fire ). In the end we found it when 1 of us break thru the ceiling chip board n found theres a fire at the air con compressor.Most of plastic cover was burning plus the wiring. all along we been smelling the burning smell of plastic. EEK ! then bythe time we wanna kill the fire, it went off itself.I help my Encik to take snapshots of the smoke damage n the fire scene. It was okay for a first turn out although neve really get into actions ! hmm.. looking forward for some RTA, gotto ready to face gruesome scene. Bukit timah also lots of suicide cases n stupid cases. The station gonna move out soon end of this yr ! Heng ar ! get to feel the new station ! But new station means more ON ! oh no ! But good thing its gonna be near Bukit Batok drving center, i can take my licence there easily. Wee ! Fuck Man ! i stay hougang then kena posted to bukit timah ! far sia !
yesterday, my kc fetch me from work.She had to wait for me for 1 hour cos my this Encik ask me get new locker frm the stores. Bloody hell ! my pants n shirt all dirty. So without any delay i went home by taxi with my kc.She bought me breakfast ! YUMMEH ! thanks sweetheart ! but yesterday she want me to stay at her place but i was too tired to go over, i fall asleep like pig at home, i noe i disappoint her but i think it was better to let me rest at home to have a quick rest den delaying my resting time cos at nite i can still meether...... oh well... i noe shes angry with me now.. so.. time to make her happy again ^^
aight later.. i just woke up man n already blogging !
/now that you are gone.yazid <3
7/30/2004 08:15:00 AM
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/ Saturday, July 10, 2004
WTF IS WRONG WITH HER !? She msg me " Urgent.. Call me ! " i called back was shock to find some bastard molest her in toilet when she told me... i blew my top ! I felt so useless.. i cant do anything but to ask her to report to police.. and she so farkin scared bout' telling the police when even her boss supported her to call the police. Its like she gonna lose the job or wht... I HATE IT WHEN SHE FARKIN DRINKS ! Her MIND WILL BE LIKE a 2 CENTS WORTH ! and she WILL BE VERY EMOTIONAL N SENSITIVE ! I farkin BANKRUPT ! My bank confiscated ! WHERE THE HELL am i gonna dig $$ to get to her when i noe she needs me badly ! My dad dont want me to go out till he haf to confiscate my house key ! My dad don want me to go out cos he knew im still sick n need plenty of rest. Ask her to go back home n she told me she wanna go to Chocolate bar's toilet.. and i ask her to help me lookout for my fren, Boy. to take care of her n make sure he send her to a taxi n see her off home. I noe i was feeling aggitated... i was angry and also noe how she was feeling... but she so FUCKING stubborn !!! i hate it when she calls me by my name or " Aye ! oi !" no matter how angry i am... i nv call her byu that way.. And also when i talk to her.. i dont resort in using any vulgarities cos i respect HER ALOT and yet she cant FUCKIn talk to me nicely tht piss me off tht resort me to raise my voice at her... when i havent say finish yet.. " Break up la.. break la..* put down fone* " WHAT DA FUCK IS THIS MAN !? Dont ya GET IT !! I TRY TO BE THERE FOR U !!! I CANT FUCKIN GO OUT NOW ! I KNOW HOW YOU FEEL !
I Think i wanna give up in relationships la... so hard to please the other party...
try to be there whenever i can but she just dont fuckin understand me... i understand her that she needs me and wanna hold on to me but i am helpless...
ARGHGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! * SHOUT !!!!!!!!!!!!!*
/now that you are gone.yazid <3
7/10/2004 03:53:00 AM
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/ Monday, July 05, 2004
2 more weeks ! now in the week 10th ! 22 July ! POP ! weeeeeeeeee !
Been sick sick sick sick sick sick sick sick sick sick sick sick sick
im dying dying dying dying dying dying dying dying dying dying dying dying
miss the sight of her...
miss her miss her miss her miss her miss her miss her miss her miss her miss her
/now that you are gone.yazid <3
7/05/2004 07:13:00 AM
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