/ Wednesday, February 25, 2004
Well.. im back with her... We patch things up after a talk. =) Well...i know i can never get a perfect galfren cos all those perfect gf is taken already by perfect bfs... N im not a perfect bf... Well been busy with work n sleepless nite... Now trying to get some sleep... I dun wanna haf an eye bag.. shucks man.. anyway drop by in Friendster... Add me ypsycho@hotmail.com...
Cheerios.. thts for now..
P.S : darling.. im feeling the same as wht ya feeling now.
/now that you are gone.yazid <3
2/25/2004 03:53:00 AM
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/ Tuesday, February 17, 2004
" I don't live to impress others. I live up to my own expectations and not to others' expectations of me. "
/now that you are gone.yazid <3
2/17/2004 04:55:00 AM
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well.. today the day not so bad but still find myself missing something.
*went to auntie's place
*eat n sleep there for awhile
*play catching with my cousins * eek miss my childhood *
*after tht went home...
*o2Jam time with my new kaki..
*called her at nite but guess shes still the same her.
*mark my words " I DONT WANT YOU BACK ! "
/now that you are gone.yazid <3
2/17/2004 04:32:00 AM
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/ Monday, February 16, 2004
Well life goes on again... Just as i expected tht she will be at my "friend" house after we broke up but well this shows wht
a " friend" i have. Well i can smell some fishy stuff after i came back frm dubai and i guess i predicted some of it correctly.
Haiz... if 1000 Bfs or GFs u had before n say u are fuck up, simply YOU are.
"I already gave my best.
I have no regrets at all."
/now that you are gone.yazid <3
2/16/2004 11:32:00 AM
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/ Tuesday, February 10, 2004
*cycled there with cousin's bike
*reach her door steps gasping for air
*quietly open door
*lie down beside her
* last kiss and hug
*feel dizzy n went to get water
*dun wanna disturb the beauty sleeping
*write letter with eyes tearing
*sit down at rocking chair n tearing
*smoke the 2nd last stick she maybe left for me
*take one last look with eyes tearing
*her wish to break off with someone before V-day n get new one on V-day
*do not hold a person back if u love tht someone n to love tht someone is to let her go.
*cycled back say last bye to her bro,Russel, nice to noe u lil bro.
*cycle while tearing..
*almost knock down by a van.
*in my mind death werent my fear, my fear is to lose her
*reach home stare blank at PC
*been 26 hrs i didnt sleep
*now dunno what to do
*why dont i just die ?
/now that you are gone.yazid <3
2/10/2004 08:15:00 AM
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/me get changed asap... Rushing to her place ASAP after she put down the fone.
/now that you are gone.yazid <3
2/10/2004 04:34:00 AM
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/ Wednesday, February 04, 2004
well... im gonna head home soon... Cant wait to see my baby kuching Nat... Well maybe the vacation to Dubai was kinda a bad idea cos' i feel so fuck up to leave her alone in spore.. But i guess she noe how to take care of herself. Hope shes feeling better now after a little talk last nite.. Thanks to THE PEOPLE who keep interrupting our conversation on fone. Bleah... Glad u enjoyed ur work darling... At last u managed to find a job tht u like alot... But we hope we do balance things out ya.. :) Guess u really had fun without me last nite...
My Mission list...
1. Touch down, quickly call my baby..
2. meet her up
3. pinch her cheeks and MUUUUACCCKKK her !
4. hur hur...
5. dunno.. guess she got plans for me eh..
OK ! theres lots of things for me to talk bout' simply dunno where to start...
Cheerious...
Love yazid.
/now that you are gone.yazid <3
2/04/2004 09:14:00 PM
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