/ Tuesday, November 28, 2006
Last week updates
Work 5 days straight just to get my friday off so that i can go KL and have a good time.Had a great time workin on particular nights cos it was so fun playing DOTA with the singapore idols peep who came over right after their shoot and play some DOTA. Haha.. emelie admits shes kinda addicted to the game and i guess same goes the rest.Paul2hill was the hero of the opposite team but in the end was crushed by the evil norman,joakim and good yazid. 3 vs 4 =( Im a DOTA noob man.. Still learning how to play tht darn game.. diff than first person shooting game which jus hafta point and shoot. Gurmit Singh getting proer day by day ^^ He sniped me 3 times with a sniper... GAWD =( One fine day we shall have a CS match ! WAHHAHAHAHA ! then it will be me to bully...
Well work was simply problem same shit different day.To get things off my mind,i work and work likea robot. Lack of sleep cos due to imsonia ( maybe the amount of can drinks that i consume in one night is the major problem. Eek ! ) Getting skinnier day by day.. Fatigues... =/ maciam symptoms of diabetes sia.. *CHOY TOUCH HIS WOOD TABLE *
The break... FINALLY !
Off i went to KL via straight bus from golden mile straight to KL. 3 days 2 nights. Ezan couldnt make it at last minute and syidah's fren. In the end it was jus me and syidah taking the bus.Theres this annoying auntie dunno whether from spore or malaysia... damn.... freakin annoying and irritating. Talks over the phone in the bus for 5 hrs straight -.- She talks so loud as if she wanna let everyone know what she does in real life,career and bla bla bla. Stupid bitch... Freakin no brain. -.- i was trying to catch my sleep after a long day at work but she spoils the plan. Bloody cheebong ! Talk like yaya papaya.. if shes pretty or good looking its alright but she still have the cheeks of saying 'this man that man' interested in me and i reject him cos' he only had small business bla bla bla.... KNN... old already she still dunno in the Market... her value is the same as those old skool video game consoles while everyone is at PS3 state now. ZOuk was fun... ArminVanBuuren was the Guest DJ ! Oh lucky me ! He spins superb set...
I caught an eye on this particular gal.She had the sweetest face and cute.So i went over like "Hey.. why are u having only plain water ?" She smiles and go "Hi im *freakin BASS blasting* something - ana" She was some indonesian babe studying in KL college. Sooner or later.. i realised she was tripping on pills and so were the most people around me.. Eek ! Suddenly the gal bf came.. giving the stare at me.. SO i back off and continue jumping arnd like a crazy fella with my sis. ^^ It was fun.. Wish that i get to go there again soon... Well.. Soon to be updated again..
Catch you all later...
Ziday.
/now that you are gone.yazid <3
11/28/2006 08:39:00 AM
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/ Sunday, November 19, 2006
Well out with my sis and her gang of friends when she was here in singapore for raya... Haha i was the pimp for tht night. Haa..
/now that you are gone.yazid <3
11/19/2006 10:56:00 AM
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/ Monday, November 06, 2006
A love letter,dated 18\10\2004
"Hey sweetie , this whole week has been pretty tiring and tough huh...Ya know im always there for ya... what happen at hot stuff the day before was a disaster... i still think of it... its so offensive... still lingers in my heart.. its not thateasy to forget.. Once in awhile i feel like fuck abt the incident.. ya gotta understand me like how i understand u. Nothings ever easy honey.. Its not so easy to be with someone for a year and still keep it going..this need effor and spices.. but whatever happens and happened.. we got by thick and thin.. We
inseperable... this whole year to me was so great.I enjoyed every single night that i laid down beside u.. i enjoyed every meal shared on the same table as u... and u're the best thing happened to me.. all the quarreling and crying were all worth it.. i'll be goin m'sia tmr... so ya better be good boy and wait for me to return.. i trust ya... remember to report status k? well then... i have a dozen things i wanna say to express my love 4 ya.. But all i would say is
there's no mountain high enough.. No river wide enuff... no valley low enuff to keep me from loving <3 u! I Love ya sweetie!"Hey baby hubby, I just wanna say that.... I wanna grow old with you AaAaNnDd HaPpY 1sT yEaR A N N I V E R S A R Y ! "
Hugs 'n' Kisses - ur biggest kuching -
After i read and remember all these memorable letters,i jus wish that time would just turn around.Well heres the reply that i neve get to tell you during that time till now.Well i know love and relationship wasn't easy and who says it was.It takes time to really make it real strong thats when i can say till death do us part.And yes, we gone through alot.From silly bimbo moments,crazy moments,sad cry petty moments to laughter joy happy times but its really sad that it ends with sour grapes in our mouth.You may seem im happy go lucky,carefree and moved on but i dont and havent.Behind this pathetic face,it holds back ocean of tears.I know i've do and done wrong.But u mean so much to me that its so hard to move on although its already been almost 2 yrs ago since we are together.Well u were the last ever since and i haven been with any gal at all.Its hard.I tried to love a new person but i cant pour it out... i just cant.Now i see ya happy with a new man in ur life.Im happy for u.I'll pray tht u guys will grow far and share more than what me and you do share.I know life is short.. but jus takin this opportunity to let myself out from keepin inside me for so long.If i ever had the chance... i'll jus wish that the magic will happen again.I just wanna tell u tht i might leaving spore for quite some time and work in dubai if i managed to get that job.You're so special that every single man will be happy to have you.. No one can stand ur PMSness but i can.No one can tahan ur nonsense but i can.So heres my last farewell to u..And yeah.. i read back some of the letters and found ur cute pic when u're small and u ask me to promise to return it to u once im done with my NS.So i'll drop it by ur mail real soon.Take care.
Yazid,TS.
/now that you are gone.yazid <3
11/06/2006 09:14:00 AM
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