/ Friday, December 17, 2004
i feel so lost... i feel so fuckin shitty mood... i feel so hurt... GOD CAN YOU MAKE THIS WORLD A LITTLE SIMPLE ! i hate to go thru' this stage. she was the best among the rest of my ex-gfs. FUCK NS... its like every muthafucka out there ends their long term relationships when they go NS. Fucking BULL SHIT ! TOTAL BULLOCKS ! this cant be happening.... i admit i do make mistakes but i aint that perfect boyfriend of hers. i cant afford the 5cs. all i have was.... zer0. i think im goin to lose my mind now.... seems like my life no direction nemore... all the future planning tht we had thought about seems like it wont gonna happen. Baby... Im Sorry i let you down... Dont blame urself cos' im da one who call it off. things dont work out well n its like every conversation we had was in HEAT... tempers versus tempers.. it will not be solved tht way..
the best is we wish n pray for our happiness whoever we gonna spend our life with. Im not being mean but the world is.
/now that you are gone.yazid <3
12/17/2004 08:31:00 PM
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